I miss you so much mom...

But I see you and feel you in everything I do! Thanks mom for your words, there is no magic pill to help you get through the hard times! Just live them out with GOD, and he will bless your path!

Laker Game with my sister Janis...

My sister Janis and I went to a Laker Game together, we had so much fun! I love to spend time with her...

4 day Cruise, for Vince's Birthday...

We had lots of fun without the kids, but everyday we missed them so much. I really don't have a lot of fun pictures because we only did 3 things all day, eat, drink and sleep!

Me in front of the ship, I don't know how we got to the ship that day! But we did...

The waiter came up to me and, put this you know where....


Me and Vince inside Papas & Beer. We had a great time inside, that we just made it back to the ship on time...



Me and Vince, just before we sailed away for the weekend...Thanks husband I really had a blast with you like always...

Happy Birthday Dear Husband....

It's that time again, the boys and I want to say Happy Birthday Papa! Thanks for everything and anything you do for the family, we love and think about you all the time. You wake up every morning rain or shine, healthy or feeling like you do in this picture, just to give your family the best of everything. I'm home with your two boys, and I think that is your true happiness to know that the person who loves them most is right by their side caring for them always LORD willing! Thank you LORD FATHER for my husband, and I pray that you take care of him just like one of your stars, light in the dark sky! Thanks Vince for the gift this year that you gave me, for your birthday, a 4 day cruise this weekend all alone with you!!! Your the best, it's party time....

Happy Birthday Michelle Hopkins...

Here's to so many years as friends! Thanks for always listening to my S****. Happy B-Day Michelle, and I pray for many more to come! Autism Diva's forever....

Autism 101...

Do you have any question about what causes autism? I don't!
Actually this is only one of the factors that affected our child; by 6 months following the vaccination schedule the load of mercury was 190mcg inside Giovanni. The EPA stated that the safe limit was only 60mcg,but the pediatric academy insisted that vaccines were safe regardless.
We see more and more adverse incidents involving vaccinations in child and adults,but we continue to hear how safe they are....(one shoe fits all)

Update on Giovanni...

I have been thinking about my first born son Giovanni a lot, what I mean is that I'm so thankful for the love between him and I. Some people have been telling me, what does it matter if he can talk read or write, because in the end he will still be under your wing forever. I hate autism YES! but I love the LORD and His angel Giovanni Baca, I will not and haven't giving up my hope that one day this little boy will be a great man with lots to say! So please don't ever think for a second that it's pointless for my family and Gio, that's FAITH guys in the promise that GOD knows us all by name. I look into Gio's eyes almost everyday and I tell him "son I haven't forgotten about you." I'm so sorry for the wait, but our LORD GOD all mighty awaits your prescence, so please as I pray for you can you tell Him to help me find you fast because I need you more than anything in this world, and I want nothing more than to know your Father GOD too! LORD thank you for the changes I see in YOUR angel, that I have named Giovanni Baca, I'm communicating with him thought his writing, and it's all your beautiful GRACE GOD. I believe LORD, I believe!!!!

Aquarium of the Pacific...

We took the boys to the Aquarium in Long Beach. We had a really good time with them, and I just love when Gio and Josh are looking at things for the first time. Gio loves the water so much!















Gio didn't want to touch anything, but the water...


Gio and Joshua looking so cute...OH! I mean cool!





Joshua really had a lot of questions....


Joshua asking papa questions, and Gio just taking it all in...Thank you GOD for another great day with the family!!!

Lombardi Ranch Field Trip with Joshua...

Joshua and I had a great time on his field trip to Lombardi Ranch. I'm so grateful to have these moments with my boys! Joshua on the train...


Joshua taking a break...

OK! did I mention that Joshua needs a lot of TLC! He loves to keep himself entertained when he is bored, sorry little girl...


Joshua packing up his pumpkins, to show his papa and brother...


My son has to be the child that picks up the biggest pumpkin! That's my Josh petite, but so strong and smart...


He really wants to listen, but he is only 3 years old! Who listens at that age?


OK! so put him next to a pretty girl, and guess what he's all ears...


The kids looking at the pigs, and YES! Joshua yelled out "Disgusting."


I love this picture, for every right answered question the kids got a free pumpkin. Joshua came home with three pumpkins and counting, but the teacher wanted to give the other kids a chance to win some pumpkins too. My kid takes after his dad, he is so smart and fast and not to mention so competitive...


Joshua kept asking to let the cow go home, I guess us Baca's watch out for each other! And just so you know after this visit to see the cow, Joshua no longer wants to be called Joshua Baca, it's now Joshua Magic!!!



Here's the class for a group picture...



Another group photo, say cheese guys!


Playing with the girls now...


Joshua picking out a prize pumpkin, he really put a lot of thought into it! We now have plenty of pumpkins at the Baca's place... OH! sorry the Magic's place, thanks son!

My superstar Gio...

Today was a great day for Gio at his soccer game! He looked at me and told me to "sit down" he wanted to work the field all on his own today, and he made 4 goals! So mom will now just "sit down." It was also so cute to hear Joshua say "that's my bother" when Gio scored! Today was a great day for the Baca family, thank you GOD!

Gio really had to use the restroom, but he didn't want to leave the game, he would tell me "later." He didn't have any trouble, right after the game he ran to the bathroom!

Good game little superstar!

Just look at Joshua, it's like he worked all day!

Joshua's teacher told me today, that she is working on getting Joshua to raise his hand for his wants and needs. So now in his sleep he dreams about what he is learning at school. When he gets home from school, he runs and gets his Barney and tells me "mama good night."

Joshua's 3rd Birthday party at Chuck E Cheese...

Joshua loved his party, he got lots of cool gift..

Katie and Baby Ray helping Joshua open his gifts, and mom looking crazy....

Vince's little sister Tammy just got over the Flu so when ever she coughed we made fun of her!


Gio, Katie, and Joshua having fun at the party...


Me Vince and Joshua, my sister cut my head off!


OK! retake, much better Janis!

Vince with his two boys!

Joshua loves his papa, he thanked him for the party in this picture....


Say HI to Chuck Joshua....


He loved everything about the party, but his best moment was with his friend Chuck E Cheese...


Joshua didn't want to let Chuck E Cheese go...



I love the look on Joshua face when he is happy...



Joshua blew out his own candles, with his Grandpa....


He waited for everyone to look at him in action, blow Joshua...

Say HI....


Pizza, cake, and his favorite Ice cream, WOW! Today was a good day for Joshua...


Having fun...


Like I said he didn't want Chuck to go...


Eating Pizza with Katie...

And Yes! Gio had a good time too, but I felt a little bad for Gio because everyone was with Joshua. I have to remember I have to sons not just one! But today was Joshua's day, we all know that everyday is reserved for Gio RIGHT!


Crazy family...


More crazy family....

My two sisters are always a part of my life....

More family....


Little Ray and Joshua looking so cute, my son loves his little cousin...

Joshua having fun...

OK! the night has to end with a kiss from mom guys, I love you both so much!